FANTASTIC birthday weekend.... Headed to Philadelphia now
:)
20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 <3
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Sticks, Stones and Techno
My birthday is next weekend and that means this week is gonna drag on forever. CANT WAITTTTT. A lot has been goin on, moving pretty fast. I'm excited for my birthday though. Drew with carly and everyone friday, new york with ron and lacey and whoever saturday night, and then philadelphia with mommy and sister sunday :) (the actual day of my birthday).
Last year my birthday pretty much sucked. Being dumped the week before wasn't exactly what I expected. Actually, now that I think of that... I'm about 30 seconds away from deleting someone's number in my phone book.. ccount it one, two DELETED. sparkyyy you're no longer in my phonebook.
My curiosity is leading me places I shouldn't go but I think I've got no other choice but to make that turn. I'm excited. You live once... I'm about to be twenty... I'm gonna handle this right :)
why am I listening to poppin champagne?
why dont you say so?
why don't you say so?
Last year my birthday pretty much sucked. Being dumped the week before wasn't exactly what I expected. Actually, now that I think of that... I'm about 30 seconds away from deleting someone's number in my phone book.. ccount it one, two DELETED. sparkyyy you're no longer in my phonebook.
My curiosity is leading me places I shouldn't go but I think I've got no other choice but to make that turn. I'm excited. You live once... I'm about to be twenty... I'm gonna handle this right :)
why am I listening to poppin champagne?
why dont you say so?
why don't you say so?
Monday, October 13, 2008
Driving
A lot has been changing, and I couldn't be happier. Lot's of school work, crazy hours at work, and the few and loyal <3 I'm content with that.
Since I constantly write about how I lose people from my life, this time is a bit different. Two of the most insanely least likely people to ever walk back into my life, are here. The two people that crushed my heart and spirit worse than anyone are back and I'm very okay with that. It's taken two years for one, and a few months for the other but when the light shines this brightly on a situation, you can't shut it out. He took virtually everything he could from me - she held my hand and put the knife in my back but I was the stubborn and selfish one.
If someone wants to be in your life, they're gonna show you. Two individuals, the two I held closest to my heart can't muster up the strength to give me some time. It's with this realization that made accepting others back into my life all the more easier because strangely enough, these two individuals shared similar slots with the others. That realization hit... just now, lol. I now get why it hurt so bad, and how it's so easy to let this go.
You can move along your own road, happy birthday and good riddance.
You can enjoy your strong four walls, fake ID's and fake people.
I'm done with you both
Birthday in 13, fun starts in 10 :) <33333
I sincerely love my friends
Since I constantly write about how I lose people from my life, this time is a bit different. Two of the most insanely least likely people to ever walk back into my life, are here. The two people that crushed my heart and spirit worse than anyone are back and I'm very okay with that. It's taken two years for one, and a few months for the other but when the light shines this brightly on a situation, you can't shut it out. He took virtually everything he could from me - she held my hand and put the knife in my back but I was the stubborn and selfish one.
If someone wants to be in your life, they're gonna show you. Two individuals, the two I held closest to my heart can't muster up the strength to give me some time. It's with this realization that made accepting others back into my life all the more easier because strangely enough, these two individuals shared similar slots with the others. That realization hit... just now, lol. I now get why it hurt so bad, and how it's so easy to let this go.
You can move along your own road, happy birthday and good riddance.
You can enjoy your strong four walls, fake ID's and fake people.
I'm done with you both
Birthday in 13, fun starts in 10 :) <33333
I sincerely love my friends
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About
and we both go down together
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you
believe me and
never let go
but i let go
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you
believe me and
never let go
but i let go
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